I have to admit, today wasn't a very good day for me. Not because of work but it did kinda distract me. More on why when we chat. When I got home, that changed. Your post made me feel a lot better. As I was feeling a tad bit emotional already, it brought some tears to my eyes in a good way.
You're right. I will reassure you. That's my knee-jerk reaction. I don't find you boring at all. I feel like I might bore you, but you don't bore me. I'm kinda like a stalker that I could just look at your face and still not get bored. Teddy, I think you know I understand what you feel because that's what I feel too. You are the sweetest guy I've ever met and I don't know what I did to be so lucky to have met someone like you. I like you. I like you. I like you so very much I'm not sure how you do it but you make me feel awesome, peaceful and relaxed like no one else has ever done. I still get stressed out a little (a very little) sometimes because I like you and don't want to mess up or become boring like that guy on eternal sunshine... but on the whole I can't get enough of you and I don't really believe that I will mess up with you. Also I don't think that you will mess up with me... that would be quite a challenge.
As I am getting pretty good at reading you.... I believe... I'm sure you'll follow up with message with something to reassure me that I shouldn't worry about a misstep. However know that I only feel this way because of how I feel about you. If I didn't care about you I wouldn't care about the impression I present towards you. Today I received a package in the mail. Unfortunately due to the way I came in Cupcakes ended up having to tell me to go outside and look for it. It was still an awesome surprise. I couldn't wait to see what is inside. I think this present tops even the video Cupcakes sent me but only because I can still smell her. I must admit I still shed a few tears thinking about this. Cupcakes is the most awesome girl in the world.
The letter was so romantic. I can't believe she wrote it in one go. I didn't tell cupcakes this at the time but I had to stop several times reading it because it was so emotional. Anyway cupcakes everything you said on there I feel the same way. I can't wait to kiss you and hug you. We spent much of the rest of the night watching videos about other peoples long distance relationships. I can't remember if you already sent me this video or I found it myself one time. Anyway it's a good one.
We watched Jim Carries Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind together. I thought it was kinda like watching a nightmare because when your in one you know what's going to happen yet you can't do anything about it. It wasn't like the horror kind though.
Anyway I think we both enjoyed it. What did you think cupcake? You just gave it a whole new meaning for me Xoxoxoxo
For posterity purposes...
So Jon who has been staying at my place for a week left this morning. Mean while Melissa who I introduced cupcakes to briefly last night from a Irish pub (which served $5 burgers+chips and 1 dollar drinks) is moving in. I can't wait to "hopefully" have a longer chat with cupcakes tonight. PS: Remind me to tell you what happened to Jon the night before. It's been a month now since that fateful day ;) I miss you Teddy! Even if you were just a blur earlier I still loved hearing your voice :-*
1. They tried to turn me into a superwoman at work (long story)
2. I'm getting hormonal. 3. I missed a certain someone :( One of the cooks asked me how I turned from Smiley to Ms. Pouty Face...I told him reason number 2. On another note, I realized that I really have to work on controlling my facial expressions. Sigh...12 days, 8 hours -_- but yeah..I think I;m really hormonal right now so bear with me a little babe. :p |
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